Fooled by randomness. Maybe I am lazy or maybe I just let my unthinking do my thinking for me. I find it very hard to define what I am doing in terms of my message (my USP), but then I also see that I feel very strongly about certain things. I can't define myself for you without having to perpetually redefine what I have said. So I prefer not to.
It has always been easier for me to speak in pictures, colours and forms. I would make mobiles and embroider paper or make models and sculptures or do anything [demonstrate] as a child rather than actually voice directly how I felt. I have come to realise that I am discovering myself as I go as much as I am discovering the world. I create, then I look back and see what was inside that had to come out. Prejudging seriously impedes this process.
Sometimes I had an idea about what I was trying to say and then I see that underneath that, I was trying to say something else. Narrative is not linear. I think that is what I am trying to say. It is not fixed. It is mutable. For me.
thanks you for your intervention by slamming the door as you leave